Of [paper] Cuts, Coffee and Conversations

Finally ended this terrible week. Aside from payroll week there’s also bonus this month so extra OTs and a lot more of unappreciation (okay there’s no such word)

Been through bonus period once last year already so I roughly know how stressful it is and how much work there is to be done (and the worst part was I wasn’t even eligible for bonus last year but I still worked my guts out ): ) so I was kinda prepared for it this year but so many things were happening at the same time.

1. T’s overseas this year so less help. Last year it was HMM. Forever only 2 of us doing work hahahha

2. But even with less help, both of us werent fully utilised? Okay that’s not the right word. Hmm both of us werent even 100% working on bonus that week. there's supposed to be a lot to do. supposed. finalize calculations, double check backpays, print letters (mail merging of 100++ letters), process payroll on top of the usual payroll stuff but we both still went home at 6pm that week cos we couldnt do anything? we only started to OT on thu o.O

3. T came back on Friday. 22 March. When my payroll was supposed to be approved. okay most of the numbers were done. BUT MY BLOODY LETTERS WERENT. they're supposed to be done concurrently?? like whatever your payroll numbers are, it's supposed to reflect on the letters? and after printing the letters still need to double check, sign, photocopy and fold. but wed the template for letters not even finalized yet??? like i dont get what my boss is unhappy about the template? and tbh now is definitely not the time to change. it's T-2 days! speaking of this more boils but okay chillllll. 

4. Anyway when T came back she got angry. Hahha it’s rare that I see her flare up. But this year I’ve heard her say the f word more than 3 times already. 300% increase from last year LOL. She was upset that the admin staff in other departments got more bonus than us, though we're all corporate functions. oh wells. i think im so numb that i cant be bothered anymore. the world [company]'s not fair and if not happy just leave lorrrrr. hahah

5. Friday night. my letters only less than half folded??? tmr monday liao. to everyone who got the letters, the date printed is 20 March. hahhaha 5 days to print, sign, photocopy and fold letters. well done.

On a side note I think I’m so independent that its crazy. I actually told someone that I want out of their life.