disappointed at how singaporeans are acting at the wuhan crisis.
why govt never ban all china tourists?
china deserves it, always eating disgusting stuff
why govt never provide masks?
why govt never quarantine all those who come back from china?
why govt never control the price of masks?
why govt never do this do that?
and even when now the news have reported that govt will be providing masks to every household,
WHY GOVT ONLY GIVE 4 MASKS?
WHY GOVT MAKE ME GO AND COLLECT FROM RC?
WHY GOVT NEVER MAIL MASK TO MY HOUSE?
gosh. people need to grow up. it's really sad to see singaporeans being so ungrateful. we live in a modern world yet our thoughts seem so backward. so much for trying to be a first-world country when we dont have first-class citizens. and even when barbie hsu managed to get hold of 10,000 pcs of masks and shipped them to wuhan, she was bombarded by her fellow taiwanese saying that she's a betrayer. seriously? lending help to those in need is a good virtue. she's right to say that she hopes her child wont grow up to be a b*****d. i remember how lhl was saying singapore's unity is our first line of defence and im apprehensive that we will even survive the next 5 years. be grateful, singaporeans. you wont find another govt like ours.
Friday, January 31, 2020
Monday, January 6, 2020
crashed csc's teambonding today at nacli heh
we started off with a little bit of ice breaking where we had to sit in two circles (one inner and one outer - facing each other). we had one piece of coloured paper each then we exchanged our papers with the partner sitting opposite us and started drawing. first was just the outline of the partner's face. then after that was done, the outer circle rotated (like speed dating) for 6 times, each time drawing another part of the face (hair, eyes, nose, mouth, ears..so you can imagine 6 different face parts drawn by 6 different people and the end result...totally alien HAHAHHA. i threw mine away already cos so ugly >.<
okay that was just for laughs. but before the actual games started the facilitator was talking about the 3 selves we have - 1. the private self whom we are very well aware of, 2. the public self whom we show to others, and 3. the perceived self whom others view us as, which can be different from the private/public self. reminds me a lot of sociology class where we discussed about identities and all hmm.
then we went down for the actual activities. the first activity was at this "panda forest" place with lots of thick bamboo poles hence the name. it was kinda like a blind leading the blind game cos we were all blindfolded and we had to walk together in a caterpillar formation to find the different checkpoints. hahha not fun bleh >.< but it was supposed to teach about leadership i guess
the second game was much better. we had to make "rafts" using planks to retrieve hula hoops thrown in the grass..with the usual taboos like cannot fall into the grass etc else got penalty. during the programne debrief the facilitator asked one of the guys who he felt went out of his/her comfort zone the most and he said me? cos i apparently did a "gymnastics" stunt during the game when the facilitator took away some of our planks to make the game more difficult hmph and he said that he was surprised i picked up the planks and all. i was like the "gym stunt" was actually not out of my comfort zone, do i look that dainty? haha. hmm. and the facilitator reminded me of the perceived/private self - maybe i do give off a princess vibe :O
but overall very touched that the csc team was very welcoming (': im still undecided whether i would join but glad to know that there's this passionate strong group of people serving the community. jiayou guys!
p.s. we went to the Sembawang hot spring later and was captured on UFM 100.3's live video! :O jodie was washing jo's back with the hot spring water cos he had back pain and i was helping to pull his shirt up :O :O unglam moments LOL
we started off with a little bit of ice breaking where we had to sit in two circles (one inner and one outer - facing each other). we had one piece of coloured paper each then we exchanged our papers with the partner sitting opposite us and started drawing. first was just the outline of the partner's face. then after that was done, the outer circle rotated (like speed dating) for 6 times, each time drawing another part of the face (hair, eyes, nose, mouth, ears..so you can imagine 6 different face parts drawn by 6 different people and the end result...totally alien HAHAHHA. i threw mine away already cos so ugly >.<
okay that was just for laughs. but before the actual games started the facilitator was talking about the 3 selves we have - 1. the private self whom we are very well aware of, 2. the public self whom we show to others, and 3. the perceived self whom others view us as, which can be different from the private/public self. reminds me a lot of sociology class where we discussed about identities and all hmm.
then we went down for the actual activities. the first activity was at this "panda forest" place with lots of thick bamboo poles hence the name. it was kinda like a blind leading the blind game cos we were all blindfolded and we had to walk together in a caterpillar formation to find the different checkpoints. hahha not fun bleh >.< but it was supposed to teach about leadership i guess
the second game was much better. we had to make "rafts" using planks to retrieve hula hoops thrown in the grass..with the usual taboos like cannot fall into the grass etc else got penalty. during the programne debrief the facilitator asked one of the guys who he felt went out of his/her comfort zone the most and he said me? cos i apparently did a "gymnastics" stunt during the game when the facilitator took away some of our planks to make the game more difficult hmph and he said that he was surprised i picked up the planks and all. i was like the "gym stunt" was actually not out of my comfort zone, do i look that dainty? haha. hmm. and the facilitator reminded me of the perceived/private self - maybe i do give off a princess vibe :O
but overall very touched that the csc team was very welcoming (': im still undecided whether i would join but glad to know that there's this passionate strong group of people serving the community. jiayou guys!
p.s. we went to the Sembawang hot spring later and was captured on UFM 100.3's live video! :O jodie was washing jo's back with the hot spring water cos he had back pain and i was helping to pull his shirt up :O :O unglam moments LOL
Thursday, January 2, 2020
Happy New Year!
Why is the new year always happy? haha
2019 was a terrible year tbh. so many unexpected things happened..it feels like i cant seem to get a break from bad things..
it was a year of struggles. other than the usual struggles with my inner demons, there were times where i also struggled with faith, my future, my beliefs..
there were so many things i didnt understand, that i wanted to know the reasons behind, but was left stranded and clueless. i actually hate it when people say that God has a plan for you. if His plan is to make me unhappy, i dont want it. i dont want and dont like it when things go wrong. perhaps im just negative :/
and there were so many times i felt so hopeless and disappointed that i had to cry myself to sleep at the desperation of being unable to find answers
it sucks that i feel a lot inside, though i may act cool and cold on the outside, in actual fact im burying my emotions, can anyone tell?
it also sucks that i am very competitive and jealous - i am super afraid to lose out to others and i often am
it seems like nothing i do is making me become a better person. i still fail i still disappoint and i still meet toxic people. how is that others seem to get their lives in shape at the tender age of 15? to meet the perfect partner, to have family who actually care and understand you..i want that too but it's not possible
people say i put too much expectations of myself but it's not true. i just want a job which i love, a loving family, to not meet toxic people and for people around me to stop being sick and to stop dying.
perhaps maybe if we were in the Good Place we'll never feel sad/angry/tired/disappointed again. like eleanor says, only when we stop having debts/worries/troubles can we then focus on being better people i guess
it's really been a tiring year but i guess im ready to start anew
May the tears you cried in 2019 water the seeds you’re planting for 2020
p.s. just realized this photo is blur!
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