so..i gotta write this down before i forget. it wasnt the easiest of weeks --- the week started out terribly in fact, with news from ting that daryn gor gor was gone ): he always had this stomach illness thing which forbade him to eat veggies but all along he was coping fine except for having to go to the hospital for stomach pumps now and then. and that day his illness suddenly took a toll on him and even his life ): i rmb him being very cheerful and happy-go-lucky, and rmb partying in his car with his cheena songs every time we go for lunch ): ): how could such a happy man just suddenly leave like that! leaving his wife and his only 4yo son ): jp said little ashton didnt know that his father was gone forever and it only hit him when he was asked by the priest to offer incense to the body :'( omgggg.

so my week was kinda sad. i know deaths are inevitable but i naively believe that death should come to those who have lived out their lives long and fulfilled, with no regrets, and not to those who still have many many years to accomplish and savour *wails loudly*

and then these pictures happened. W was just texting in the group chat saying that he left Alan food at his gate and i just casually replied a "wah sibei sweet" and what happened next was a picture showing that W left food at another door and with my name tagged. i legit was surprised?! hahah so i quickly ran out, even forgetting my mask but i didnt catch a glimpse of the 好人 laaa. and then W even chimed out a poem about me missing his 背影? LOL here it goes

HAHHA i kennut. my 笑点very low. but good attempt huh. and what jo texted me next was even more heart-wrenching. it was raining that day when W delivered the food and apparently while he was walking from Alan's house to mine he slipped and fell? :O :O he was limping all the way to my house but still acted like nth happened in the group chat. whatttt i feel even more guilty now. how to not 感动流泪 (GDLL) when such a guy does such a thing for you :')

anyway W is just a very good friend so dont anyhow think ah >.<

p.s. the second pic is just alan making fun of my story by copying the same thing, up to the brick wall. A+++ effort!

thank you sweet friends. my heart is very full

:')

been having lucid dreams lately..so ashley shared her ridiculous dreams with me and i shared mine with hers hahaha.

so i was going into this house which i assume it's mine la. but the setting was very european-ish. the house was brightly lit and had glass doors, actually come to think of it it looked more like a store in one of those european alleys rather than a house. so i walked inside and found two women sitting on the counter. cant rmb how the women looked like and who they were but i went ahead to attack them with a penknife??

after that i dragged them out of the house but i didnt call the police; i just continued to hold on tightly to them. and then the scene changed, i was at a parade, everyone was sitting down and the two women were sitting in front of me. there was also this dude sitting next to me but i had no idea who, just that i suppose it's my friend cos i was quite close to him. and then i spotted police in the parade and i went up to them and the dream stopped HAHAHA. weird hor. maybe both A and i very stressed ba