so..i gotta write this down before i forget. it wasnt the easiest of weeks --- the week started out terribly in fact, with news from ting that daryn gor gor was gone ): he always had this stomach illness thing which forbade him to eat veggies but all along he was coping fine except for having to go to the hospital for stomach pumps now and then. and that day his illness suddenly took a toll on him and even his life ): i rmb him being very cheerful and happy-go-lucky, and rmb partying in his car with his cheena songs every time we go for lunch ): ): how could such a happy man just suddenly leave like that! leaving his wife and his only 4yo son ): jp said little ashton didnt know that his father was gone forever and it only hit him when he was asked by the priest to offer incense to the body :'( omgggg.

so my week was kinda sad. i know deaths are inevitable but i naively believe that death should come to those who have lived out their lives long and fulfilled, with no regrets, and not to those who still have many many years to accomplish and savour *wails loudly*

and then these pictures happened. W was just texting in the group chat saying that he left Alan food at his gate and i just casually replied a "wah sibei sweet" and what happened next was a picture showing that W left food at another door and with my name tagged. i legit was surprised?! hahah so i quickly ran out, even forgetting my mask but i didnt catch a glimpse of the 好人 laaa. and then W even chimed out a poem about me missing his 背影? LOL here it goes

HAHHA i kennut. my 笑点very low. but good attempt huh. and what jo texted me next was even more heart-wrenching. it was raining that day when W delivered the food and apparently while he was walking from Alan's house to mine he slipped and fell? :O :O he was limping all the way to my house but still acted like nth happened in the group chat. whatttt i feel even more guilty now. how to not 感动流泪 (GDLL) when such a guy does such a thing for you :')

anyway W is just a very good friend so dont anyhow think ah >.<

p.s. the second pic is just alan making fun of my story by copying the same thing, up to the brick wall. A+++ effort!

thank you sweet friends. my heart is very full

:')