today i chided my kids for being messy. cos teacher jane gave them kinder surprise eggs and they obviously started eating them right away, though we werent allowed to eat in class. anyway as usual they made a mess out of the classroom with their toys thrown everywhere and the manual for making the toys shredded into a hundred pieces -.-

and after class some ladies from the women's ministry came to use the classroom and i was so embarrassed that the place was in a mess. and one of the lady was more concerned that my class was rowdy, she said: “他们那么吵，你怎么能够忍受得了？” [they are so noisy, how do you tolerate all that?] tbh i cant HAHHA. but what to do? i have 8 boys in my class, and at this age all they do is to rebel and say stupid things. like i was talking about paul today and they kept saying porn (doesnt even sound alike!!) -.- and the s word and dunno what other taboo words. sighs. just childish lo.

but then i watched a fb video on this boy named gabe adams who like nick vujicic was born without limbs, but this story was sadder in that he was abandoned by his parents ): ): but thankfully a really nice couple in north america adopted him *tears welling up* and the video demonstrated how he went out his every day without limbs and i started sobbing. how can i compare myself to a mother who has to bring up this kind of handicapped child? to see that poor boy struggle in everything that we do so easily and so thoughtlessly; like walking up and down the stairs, texting, cooking, even interacting with others...it's really nothing compared to managing 8 rascals every week. and i think my kids will really appreciate what they have if they see this video, maybe for a short while only but still good enough i guess. #willworkhardertobeabetterteacher #mothersaresoawesome