attended jane laoshi's father's wake last night.
dislike going to wakes for many reasons, firstly being very awkward :-X arrived too early for the 8pm memorial service and it was rather empty; said hi to laoshi, then not sure whether to sit down take food or just stand around. luckily other church people came so not so awkward, still can chit chat and kill time before the memorial service. then at memorial service when pastor yeung was talking dunno whether to use phone or not cos it's so serious and at some parts i felt like crying but it's so weird cos im not even related to the deceased..and then after memorial service dunno whether should just leave or linger to chat :/ so much awkwardness haha. anyway laoshi stay strong kay, praying for you and your family

(p.s. one of the older couples at church actually said they came cos they saw the ad in the newspaper! ahh so sweet <3)