Mounts of gratefulness today (:

-Had a good lunch catch up with my ex-boss M
-Met ex-colleagues for tea, where a senior shared with me his experiences
-Then productive church camp meeting at night where we made such good progress. you know just 2 weeks ago laoshi was telling me how worried she was about it cos we literally had nth out. and i was telling her as camp chair i wasnt worried but truth was i really was kinda scared because i had no plan also. and i actually forgot about today's meeting but then thank God that today a lot of things fell into place which i am really really glad (and i am kinda excited to see it come to fruition! :D )
-And simple things like uncle xc dropping me at marsiling mrt cos meetings are so far away from my house

you know it's so scary to lose hope sometimes. i dont look like it, but sometimes when things get to me i can get pretty negative and then i will say very mean things to people. and then sometimes when you're so caught up with life - with work with commitments with teaching with guiding and mentoring you forget that you need mentorship and guidance too (':

thank you to those who listened to my hopes dreams and goals. it really means a lot to me cos it's scary talking them out to people who might judge you (':